Michael Jackson - False Allegations, 1993

Besides a great and successful career Michael Jackson used to have, a nasty controversy was also roaming with him. The Child Abuse allegation was much devastating than anything else. It was the summer of 1993, when Evan Chandler, a Dentist, made accusations against Michael. According to him, Michael had molested his 12-year-old son, Jorden Chandler.

Michael with Jorden Chandler during happy days

On one hand, Michael was climbing the stairs of success and on the other hand, these accusations were threatening his career. It was the time when he just had released his famous album, "Dangerous" and was on the tour in Bankok. Because of these allegations, he had to cancel some legs of his tour. Apparently, just when it was looking like Michael was the perpetrator, June Chandler, wife of Evan Chandler, stated that she had never seen any unseemly gesture between Jorden and Michael. Also, according to her lawyer, Michael Freeman, "Evan began to get jealous of Michael because his son was spending much time him and he felt left out".

See the video that Michael released during the trials

The most important thing that supported Michael's innocence was the recorded tape of Evan Chandler saying, "I don't care, Jackson's career will be over. He will face the humiliation than belief and would not sell one more record". These recordings were more than sufficient for the defence against these allegations. Apart from this, Chandler asked Jackson to pay him 20 million dollars to which Jackson responded negatively and this is the time when Chandler took these allegations to the court.
While all these things were going on, Michael was facing tremendous mental pressure and humiliation. His biggest nightmare came true when on December 1993, he was served with a search warrant for strip search for his body. He released a video in which he said, "Don't treat me like a criminal as I am not. If this is what I have to endure to prove my innocence then be it".
The saddest thing was that the whole world knew each and every detail of the accusations that were charged against him but the excruciating pain he was dealing with, nobody knew. In order to cope up with the pain and stress, he had to take pain medication. Soon, he started getting dependant on them and got addicted. His health kept on deteriorating and sometimes, he would faint. He stopped eating and started mourning his loss.
Soon, Michael realized that all those accusations were stopping him from what he was meant to do. He paid the amount that was demanded by Chandler after he had a huge discussion session with his family and friends. When asked, why he paid him if he was innocent, he replied, "I want to go on with my life, I want to sing, I want to dance, I want to perform and it is my talent that I can't let myself get stuck in this matter". It was clear from these statements that he wanted to avoid the nasty Media circus.

Michael acquitted of all the allegations

Certainly, it is clear that after all these accusations and allegations, his life was changed. Although, he released his next album, "History". There is a song which he wrote named, "Stranger in Moscow", in which he clearly said, "Swift and sudden fall from grace". Most probably, he wrote this song for himself.
Michael Jackson was acquitted of all the allegations but he continued to write songs against the Media and tabloids. But one thing is sure and conspicuous, which is, his life never remained the same. That Michael Jackson who was once immaculate, no longer existed.

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Michael Jackson loved Diana Ross, his first and true love, till his last breath

Michael was ten years old when he was first introduced to Diana Ross.  Diana was very much impressed by the performance of Jackson brothers including Michael at Motown. She promised them to help them as much as she could and little Michael was surprised by her promise.
Michael looked at Diana puzzled. I think that was the first time when the Michael got butterflies for Diana. Still, he was just a kid.

Michael started living with Diana in her Hollywood home and Diana would guide him every day. Surely, Diana Ross had a great impact on Michael's upbringing, also Michael was fascinated to this beautiful lady.

According to J. Randy Taraborrelli, who had known Michael for 40 years said,"Michael was obsessed with Diana Ross".

Back in 1980, when 18 years old Michael was asked by a journalist, 20/20, "Any close friend", and he said, "Yes, Miss Ross". When further asked, "Are you saying that you are going to marry her?", he replied, "Oh yes!, I did", further added, "What does age have to do with it?". I think this was the first time when he actually fell in love with her and was not ashamed to declare that in public.

Go to the link mentioned below to see the whole interview with Michael where he confessed that he wanted to marry Diana.
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 See The Whole Interview

In Michael's autobiography Moonwalk 1988, he addressed Diana as his mother, his sister and his lover.
Even Tarabborreli wrote that when Diana got married for the second time to some Norwegian Multimillionaire named Arnie Naess, Michael did not attend the wedding. Michael said himself that he was jealous because he had always loved Diana and always would.
I think love has been very unfair to Michael because he could not get the lady he loved so much neither he could dare to tell her candidly that how much he loved her. Poor Michael!

Michael and Diana attended the Academy awards together back in 1980 and the ways he was looking at Diana can be predicted by anyone that he was so much in love with Diana. From his behaviour and the facial expressions and how was checking out Diana reveal a lot about Michael's true love for Diana.

Check out the link mentioned below which is taken from the You Tube:

Michael and Diana at Academy Awards, 1980

Unfortunately! Diana did not love Michael the way Michael did. Diana used to see a son like figure in him but Michael used to see an image of a lover in her. It was Michael's setback that when he thought that Diana would marry him, she bombarded Michael with her marriage to Arnie Naess.
Check out how Michael reacted to the announcement of Diana Ross getting married to Arnie Naess:
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See how Michael is checking out Diana and how gloomy he looks

Michael was so upset and depressed that he did not forget to mention his love for Diana in his songs like Who is it, Dirty Diana, Girlfriend and Just Good Friends. If you look at the video of "Who is it", then you will find that he had mentioned her name once and changed her husband's name from Arnie to Alex. But, we are his diehard fans after all and we know everything what he was trying to show in his music video. Lols!

Even Michael Jackson's childhood friend Tatum O'Neal who was once very close to Michael that Michael said once that he developed feelings for Tatum, said, "Michael was in very much love with Diana Ross". So, here we can say that Michael's love for Diana was not hidden from anyone, not even from all his Brothers and his Mother.

In this picture, Michael is with his friend Tatum O'Neal
It is very obvious that Diana Ross was Michael's love of the life and though he married twice, he did not seem pretty much happy as he used to be when he was with Diana Ross. In 2002, he showed again that he had not forgotten her first and true love by mentioning Diana's name in his will as the guardian of his 3 children after her mother, Kathrine Jackson.

I just wish Michael would have married Diana Ross and have his own family. He lived his life without love and being lonely. I wish him a lot of love up there in Heaven. RIP Michael Jackson!

Michael Jackson: A star Outside, Mr. Lonely Inside

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If we talk about the era of 1980 to 2001, then we must say that Michael Jackson was rising like a star. From the best-selling album, "Thriller" to his last hit album, "Invincible", he made a different image that only he was capable to compete with. In his stardom, all that the world could see the person, who was the best entertainer on the planet but nobody could see the person off stage. He was fighting the Media-persons and the 'Michael Jackson-haters' alone. But, the most surprising thing is that, after all the false allegations and the litigations, he managed to keep that smile on his face.
Today, the world says that Michael Jackson lived a royal life, had a great amount of money and was so perfect and happy that he could get whatever he wanted. The world needs to know that behind that limelight, there was this person who was totally different from what he was represented by the Media.
"Stranger in Moscow", the song that was released during the "History" Era, materializes his inner desolation and the feeling of being totally lonely and deceived by his trusted ones.
"Hope is such a beautiful word, but it often seems very fragile. Life is still being needlessly hurt and destroyed ", depicts the extent of discouragement that he carried with him.
During his interview with the Rabbi Shmuley, who worked with Michael on the "Heal The Kids" charitable initiative, Michael himself said, "Whenever I walk on the road at night, I see people gazing at me and at that time I desperately want to ask them if they want to be my friend". When Rabbi Shmuley was asked about Michael, he said, "the singer was a tortured soul".
Certainly, he was very lonely and after being humiliated by the tabloids and the paparazzi for years, desperately looking for the common people to become his friends. Behind that beautiful smile, he always tried to hide his pain, tears, anguish, tribulation and the anger for the Media.
According to Dick Gregory, a comedian and a family friend of Michael, 'Michael always trusted the wrong person'. Dick also said that he advised Michael to be with his family as being alone could be very risky for him. He told him that all the people he trusted had double-crossed him.
If we talk about Jordon Chandler, the boy who made the allegations of Sexual Molestation against Michael in 1993, then what do we conclude? The conclusion is that Michael trusted the boy and his family and allow them to enter his royal home called "The NeverLand". The important thing that we need to know here is that, How did they return the favour? Well, here comes again an example of how his isolation and solitude became his own enemy.
If we talk about his marital life, then in this chapter too, Michael does not seem that much lucky. When he got married to Lisa Marrie Presley, the only daughter of Alvis Presley, he shocked the world and was very happy as can be seen in his videos and the interview with the Primetime in 1995. But this marriage did not last long and in 1996 they got divorced. Again, the wheel of life came back to where it started revolving from. He was devastated but somehow showed the world his smile, proving how much stronger by heart he was.
"In his final days, Michael Jackson was paranoid, lonely and devastated by the Child Molestation and Sexual Abuse", mentioned by his personal Ex. Body Guards, Bill Whitfield and Javon Beard in their book, "Remember The Time: Protecting Michael Jackson In His Final Days ".
It would be no surprise to say that Micahel Jackson was not killed by the wrong administration of the Drug named Propofol but, it would be justified enough to say that, it was the Media and the Tabloids that defiled his pure and innocent image, that killed him and of Course! the ominous Loneliness that was with him from the day he reached the pinnacle of the Success to the day he passed away mysteriously, leaving all his fans, all over the world in utter Grief and Wonder.

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It's been 8 years since he left us. What would have happened that day?

So, here I am today, writing this blog, for the one who I admire and love a lot, the one who inspired me and in fact, still, inspires me. By this blog, I am just trying to bring in the light, the hidden truth about the person who ruled millions of Hearts, not just only by his singing, or the dancing, but also by the way he lived his life. People know him by his name, fame, and the kind of personality, he was shown to the people by the Media world. But only some knows that he was the great Humanitarian too. I will throw a light over how he donated millions and millions to the charity and devoted his entire life to the suffering children all over the world, deceived by his own pals and then taken away mysteriously, leaving the world Heartbroken, devastated and perplexed.

Yes! I am talking about the one and only "Michael Jackson"